Last night, I had the privilege of attending the Vimy Gala to watch a truly outstanding person be recognized for a lifetime of making a difference. Michelle Douglas has spent her life fighting for the inclusion and dignity of LGBTQ2S+ people after being kicked out of the Canadian Armed Forces for being a lesbian back when such folks were purged. Her lawsuit ended the purge. I want to share how this all happened and how Michelle did a great job of using her platform as Vimy Award winner to continue her fight.

The Conference on Defence Associations Institute is an interesting organization as the CDA part of it is essentially a combination of all of the veterans associations of Canada, with each one tied to a specifc speciality. The Institute does some research, much engagement, and public education (and perhaps a smidge of lobbying?) on defence issues. The CDAI is a partner of the CDSN, and I have been meeting up with its leaders long before the CDSN got going. The gala is timed to coincide with the days leading up to Remembrance Day, and Vimy is a big hunk of Canadian history/nationalism/identity that someone else can explain better than I. At each Vimy Gala they give a lifetime achievement award to someone who made a difference in Canadian defence.
Awardees have mostly been generals and admirals with some senior public servants and politicians. Michelle very much is exceptional in every way including not being any of those folks.
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Gaëlle Rivard Piché is in her first year as Executive Director of CDAI and a NPSIA PhD! |
I was asked to nominate someone as they were looking to get as broad a pool of candidates as possible. I nominated Michelle with the help of several people: Artur Wilczynski (who did most of the writing of the nomination letter), Charlotte Duval-Lantoine, Luke Schleusener, Stéfanie von Hlatkly, and Jean-Christophe Boucher. I was asked last night why I nominated her, and the answer was simply: I know of no one else who made such a big difference on the Canadian Armed Forces and beyond. Her lawsuit and subsequent activism reshaped one's imagination of who can serve in the CAF: anyone, no matter their background, their sexuality, whatever. As a civ-mil scholar, I can't help but note that
militaries are more effective if they reflect the country they seek to defend and if those soldiers/sailors/aviators are included and treated well. Michelle played a major role in making that happen in Canada.
The biggest benefit for me in this process was getting to know Michelle better. We had several conversations since she learned of the award, so I learned more about her, her history, and, most impressively, her positive attitude towards Canada and the CAF. You will see below, where I transcribe some of her speech, that she has not turned to hate or resentment for her poor treatment, the upending of her career and her life. Instead, she has dedicated her life to making things better, and she's still hard at work doing so. So, yes, you can meet your heroes.
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Hanging out with terrific people is a key part of the Gala |
Michelle's award comes at a key moment in time. The backlash against culture change (efforts to make the CAF more inclusive, especially for women) is on, and, indeed, a previous gala was used by a Vimy Award winner as the platform for an attack on diversity, equity, and inclusion. Candidates for office in the US and Canada (and elsewhere) have attacked the military as being too woke and have sought to exclude trans people from not just bathrooms but also from the military, from other careers, and, yes, from existence. So, Michelle's fight is not over, and this speech gave her the chance to not just tell her story but to remind us of the cruelty of the past and the need to fight to keep those policies in the past.
Enough of me, what did Michelle say? I will just list some of the highlights with some of my reactions:
- She graduated at the top of her military courses, "my merit was obvious." Note that those who argue against diversity, equity, and inclusion always falsely suggest there is a tradeoff between merit and efforts to improve diversity and inclusion. By excluding her and others like her, the CAF was actually not promoting people by merit but discriminating against many qualified people for something that had nothing to do with their ability to shoot a gun, to fly a plane, to steer a ship, or to be an effective leader.
- Her discussion of her time in the Special Investigations Military Police unit which sought to root out espionage, sabotage, and ... homosexuals. And, yes, this did remind me of Jack Reacher--Michelle is much smaller but also much mightier.
- The purge was not just about the CAF but also the RCMP and the federal public service: "the purge was cruel and traumatizing, was designed to harass us, sometimes criminalize us, institutionalize us, and always diminish us."
- The Canadian Museum for Human Rights: "the LGBT purge was Canada's longest running, largest scale violation of human rights of any workforce in Canadian history."
- "The losses of the victims and survivors are tragic, the losses to Canada incalculable."
- "These were people who put up their hands to serve."
- "Never was one LGBT spy found. Not one. The purge must surely be the most costly, least effective police investigation in Canadian history."
- She invoked Frederick Hardy, a gay soldier who died in World War I. There have always been gays and lesbians and bisexuals and trans people in the armed forces (and in the world)--we just didn't know how many because these people were forced to hide their identities. It is not that there are more LGBTQ people these days, just that they are freer to be their true selves ... for now.
- Re formal apology by PM Justin Trudeau: "Some say that Canada gives too many apologies, that they are empty gestures, signs of frailty.* I can say that for those who experienced egregious injustice, having their pain acknowledged and hearing the commitment to change is deeply meaningful and is essential to reconciliation and healing. That formal apology helped many of us move on."
- "For thousands of survivors, justice delayed is still meaningful justice."
- "Ending discrimination by policy does not mean the end of discrimination in practice...."
- "Currently, in Canada and around the world, we see attempts to weaponize and politicize gender not unlike we saw in the past. The purge should be seen as a cautionary tale." She cited an international LGBT association: "that the purge should serve as a universal warning ... fear disguised as national security can become a tool to persecute minorities."
- "Supporting diversity isn't about wokeness or weakness, it is about dignity, fairness, respect, and strength."
- "As someone who worked for Canada, served Canada, sometimes criticized Canada, sometimes sued Canada, I have always loved Canada. Canada is worth fighting for, our values, our democracy are treasured, special. ... So many have sacrificed everything in protection of these values and our democracy."
- "Quitting was not something I learned in the CAF."
- "We are better when we place respect, dignity, justice, and equality at the heart of all we do."
- "As I look around, I know I am not alone. You think I am dreamer, I am not on the only one."
Her conclusion with Imagine really hit home. Michelle is more than a dreamer, she is a doer. She made a huge difference. I knew her speech would be terrific (she did talk to me about it ahead of time), and she delivered it so very well. I am guessing the tape will go online at the CDAI website. It is worth a watch and a listen, as my list here does not do her speech justice.
I didn't do much besides organize a group of people to put her name forward, but still this is and will be one of things I have done that I am proudest of. Her recognition, like the justice she poke of, is delayed, but very, very much earned. And the timing is great given the forces at work to unravel what she and others have done.
* I had to explain to Michelle what subtweeting is.